They say opposites attract,
but a little too much heat
can burn you bad.

YOU'VE GOT A HOLD ON ME
FEBRUARY 2004
St. Martin's Press
isbn 0-312-98729-3

It takes a lot for Assistant D.A. Amelia Farrow to lose her cool - except when it comes to George Gibson. With his devilish smile and chocolate-brown eyes, the handsome defense attorney is known for playing it fast and loose with the ladies. When they're in court together, Amelia can barely think straight. But she refuses to succumb to George's charms - even if those charms can be pretty damn, well, charming...

When George sets his mind to it, he can have most women wrapped around his finger in record time. But prim and proper Amelia, the daughter of L.A.'s most prestigious black judge, is the exception to the rule. It's obvious Amelia finds him attractive - and she'd be one fine-looking sister if she'd lose those stuffy business suits. So why can't he break through that icy exterior and get to the hot-blooded woman inside?

Amelia and George can't avoid each other any longer when they both catch wind of a conspiracy involving court corruption and a possible murder. And when the violence hits close to home, it's impossible to deny their shared passion. But will a shocking betrayal of trust come between them just when they need each other the most?


 

This was the first book I wrote for St. Martin’s Press. I had originally titled it Hangin’ On A Moment (and, strangely enough, I once saw that title under my name while using the search computer at a Borders bookstore), but, prior to publication, it was changed to You've Got a Hold On Me. I am so pleased with the cover of this book – especially, the tiny faux-Louis Vuitton handbag the female character is holding. The fun and bright cover fits the tone of the story perfectly!

I am a lawyer, but I had not written about the legal world in one of my books, until You've Got a Hold On Me. Surprisingly enough, this was the first book where a reviewer actually questioned my portrayal of a character’s profession. I found that hilarious because, out of all the professions I’ve written about in my books, the practice of law is the only one I can write about with some authority. But, after the O.J. trial and with the plethora of legal shows on television, it’s hard to convince people that law is not glamorous most times, and that most lawyers – or, at least, most of the lawyers I know – went to law school to make this world a better place, not to get rich.

The hero and the heroine in my book are both lawyers who want to have a positive effect on society, and they work towards this goal from opposite ends of the criminal justice system. Amelia is a compassionate and highly ethical criminal prosecutor, while George provides – albeit, begrudgingly – skilled legal representation to those people who, otherwise, would not be able to afford it. I may have idealized both characters a bit, but there are men and women like this in your local courthouse every day.


 

“I object, Your Honor!” Amelia Farrow passionately announced. She hadn’t expected the judge’s chamber to become so silent at her objection, but all activity in the room came to an abrupt stop as Judge Stants, the court reporter, and Amelia’s opposing counsel, George Gibson, all stared at her.

Judge Stants glanced around chambers as if he had missed something incredibly important then he carefully asked Amelia, “On what grounds?”

“I haven’t said anything yet,” George reminded the judge, then sent a pointed look in Amelia’s direction.

She sent George one of her most sincere smiles then apologetically said, “I object to what you’re about to say.”

From Judge Stant’s sour expression, Ameila Farrow knew that he wasn’t amused by her statement. No one in the judge’s chamber made a sound except for the court reporter, who suspiciously coughed while her lips twitched with a hint of laughter, from the corner of the room. As the silence weighed in the room, Amelia vowed that she would not apologize. Her statement was on the record, it was unprofessional, and there was no doubt that her father would hear about it. The idea of being reprimanded by the most feared federal circuit court judge in Los Angeles, who happened to be her father, should have been enough of a reason for her to plead for the withdrawal of the statement. But, she held her ground.

Amelia refused to even glance at the tall man standing next to her in front of the judge’s desk. She had been looking at him for the past four days in the courtroom and dealing with his snide glances and abrasive questions, not to mention the obvious flirtatious looks he directed at the women jurors who all flushed or gave their own looks in return. Besides, she had a feeling that if she did look at him, she would find him laughing. Whenever she thought she had finally done something to wipe that insufferable smirk off Gibson’s face, she would find him smiling even wider.

“You are out of line, Ms. Farrow,” Judge Stants announced, with no hint of censure in his voice. He just appeared tired.

“Your Honor—“

“Deirdre, take us off the record,” the judge ordered. The court reporter immediately stopped typing. Amelia tried to speak but the judge once more interrupted her. “Frankly, Ms. Farrow, I don’t want to hear one word that you have to say.”

George Gibson sent the Judge one of his dazzling smiles then tried to speak. “Your Honor—“

Judge Stants cut off George. “I don’t want to hear from you either. Over the last four days – actually, the last year since I’ve had the displeasure of presiding over cases with you two as counsel – I’ve dealt with more than I want to hear from either one of you. You have turned this court into a mockery.”

“Your Honor, I have not done anything that could be construed as an insult to this court,” Amelia protested, even as her face warmed with embarrassment and shame. She worked hard to ensure her reputation. She didn’t want Judge Stants to feel she was an incompetent attorney or, worse, an immature one.

“You’ve toed the line, Ms. Farrow. Too often. I expect that from Mr. Gibson.” The judge actually paused to give George a look that would have made an average man hang in his head in shame, but only made George grin. Judge Stants shook his head in disgust at George’s reaction then turned once more to Amelia. “I expect more from an assistant district attorney. You represent the people of California in this courtroom. You are their eyes, their ears, their only way to achieve justice. You also have the responsibility to make certain that the defendants receive a fair shot from the criminal justice system. Normally, you do a wonderful job. I would point to you if I were District Attorney Grayson as a shining example of an ADA. But, whenever you come against Mr. Gibson in court, you sink to his level.”

Amelia held the judge’s confused gaze, then she averted her eyes. A small part of her knew that he was right and she felt the guilt that the judge obviously wanted her to feel. She was supposed to play fair. Not just because she was an ADA, but because she was a Farrow and that carried certain responsibilities in Los Angeles. Judges expected certain behavior from her, not to mention impeccable work because she was a Farrow. And she delivered, no matter how late she had to work the night before or how many times she had to turn her cheek to prove she was “better” than the antics opposing counsel threw at her. She was accustomed to the expectations and to meeting them. She had been doing it her whole life. But, not where George Gibson was concerned. Where he was concerned all bets were off.

She couldn’t place her finger on the exact moment when George Gibson became her Public Enemy Number One. He didn’t treat her with any less respect than he treated any other prosecutor from the DA’s office. He didn’t ignore her any more than he ignored any other prosecutor from the DA’s office. And maybe a small part of her admitted that was the problem. She was often ignored – before people recognized her last name and what that meant – but she didn’t like being ignored by a man who haunted her dreams. Or more like her nightmares because George Gibson was certainly not her type. She had never even thought she had a type until she ran across George Gibson.

He was arrogant, sarcastic, rude and . . . and loyal to his clients – almost to his own detriment. He was also the most intelligent defense attorney she argued against . . . and George Gibson was just plain fine. More than attractive, he could have posed for his own swimsuit calendar and sold it in the lobby of the courthouse. His lean figure easily stretched over six feet, with brown skin the color of warm Caribbean sand flowing over the muscles emphasized even in the modest suits he wore. His lips were plump and always either curled in a seductive smile that drove women wild or a teasing smirk that drove women wild. His almond-shaped eyes were a fudge chocolate brown that had the ability to mock Amelia one minute then turn sympathetic and warm for a client on the stand the next. The black curls on his head were a tad too long to be respectable for a courtroom and silky enough to remind Amelia of a baby’s head.

Regardless of his looks and the fact that every woman in the court house and in her office would have paid for him to smile at her, Amelia saw his looks as only another aspect about him that irritated her. Besides, she told herself that she would never date a man who wore a wrinkled suit and shoes with rubber soles to court. Shoes with rubber soles. Her father would have banned George from his court room. And besides the fashion problems, he was a defense attorney. The Farrow family would have disowned her for even thinking of dating him.

Amelia also constantly reminded herself that she was twenty-nine years old. Pretty faces did nothing for her any more. She had spent her entire life being tricked by pretty faces, who only wanted her for her money. She, at least, could admit that George knew who she was, what she represented, and he didn’t care. He still thought she was a worthless prosecutor. He was scared of no attorney, no judge, no defendant. When she wasn’t annoyed by his complete lack of concern for social dictates inside and outside the courtroom, she probably admired him. Maybe that explained why she was attracted to him. That and because he had a voice that could melt ice cream in the Arctic and the sexiest smile she had ever seen on a man.

When Amelia realized, to her horror, that she had been openly staring at George, she instantly turned to Judge Stants and tried to apologize for her statement once more, “Your Honor—“

“As you both are well aware, I feel that courtroom decorum has absolutely disappeared.”

Amelia barely resisted rolling her eyes in exasperation, although she noticed that George openly glanced at his watch. Judge Stants’ view on the lack of courtroom decorum and civility was well known throughout Los Angeles County. When he wasn’t lecturing the attorneys in his courtroom, he was holding court at cocktail parties and boring people at Bar dinners.

“Your Honor, I mean no disrespect but—“

Judge Stants interrupted George and said simply, “I’ve come to a decision. You two this weekend to hammer out a deal in the O’Connor case.”

“Your Honor, that’s impossible,” George croaked, the smile for once disappearing from his face. “My client has refused to even consider serving one day in jail and Ms. Farrow wants to bury him under the jailhouse.”

“That is not true,” Amelia protested, feeling like she was back in elementary school standing in front of the principal when Billy Collins blamed her for throwing the cherry bomb during assembly. She would never have done anything like that; although, she had been tempted.

The judge ignored both of their protests and calmly continued. “Daniel O’Connor is a first-time offender who arguably was provoked into the attack on the victim. I believe the only reason this matter came to trial is because of counsels’ mutual personal animosity towards each other. If I look up from the bench Monday morning and see either one of you, I will not be happy. You don’t want to see me not happy.”

“You can’t force us to settle. Such course of action plainly violates my client’s constitutional rights,” George said.

“I’m not forcing you two to settle. I’m just stating that if I see People v. O’Connor on my trial calendar Monday morning, if either of you breathe wrong I’ll find a way to hold you in contempt. Do you both understand? Don’t speak, just nod.”

Amelia gave a curt nod. She noticed from the corner of her eyes that George stuffed his hands into his pants pockets and returned the judge’s expectant gaze.

“Is that all, Your Honor?” Amelia asked through clenched teeth, feeling the humiliation and anger flush her walnut brown skin.

In her seven years of practicing law, she had never been reprimanded by a judge. Not in the courtroom or in chambers. She didn’t know whether to be angry or embarrassed. She settled on anger. Directed at George Gibson. If he hadn’t baited her in the courtroom by winking at her when his back was to the jury and the judge, she never would have “accidentally” tripped him by dropping a book in his path when he returned from the lectern to his seat at the defense table.

Judge Stants nodded then stared down at the papers in front of him, effectively dismissing them. She grabbed her briefcase out the chair and hurried out of his chambers as quickly as she could in a skirt and high heels. Unfortunately, that meant George Gibson easily could match her stride. The two emerged from the judge’s chambers directly into the now empty courtroom, where thirty minutes ago the judge had ordered the two to follow him into his office in front of the jurors and the court spectators as if they were children sent to the principal’s office.

“We should report him to the Bar,” Amelia said to George, although she didn’t care if he responded. Her anger increased as she thought of the arrogant expression in Stants’ eyes. “He can’t control our case. He can’t run roughshod over O’Connor's rights, over the prosecutor’s office. I had heard that Judge Stants’ was having personal problems, but I never thought that he would allow it to affect his work like this. This is absolutely preposterous—“

“Maybe Stants has a point,” George said casually.

Amelia stopped in her tracks in the middle of the now empty, dimly lit courtroom to glare at George. He took another three steps before he realized that she stopped, then he turned to her.

He shrugged under her gaze, and then had the nerve to smile. She ignored the rush of heat that ran throughout her body and fought the urge to smile back at him. There was something about George’s grin that made her want to see if there was anything more to him than arrogance and a dislike for her office.

“We should have settled this case weeks ago,” George continued. “Maybe we’ve allowed our personal feelings to affect our work.”

She coughed in disbelief then straightened her headband, mostly to avoid his gaze. She composed her rampaging emotions then met his expectant gaze again.

“I have no personal feelings towards you,” she said clearly and firmly.

“Right,” he said nodding, but openly gave her a look of disbelief.

Instead of attempting to convince him and herself that there was nothing between them, Amelia ignored him then stalked across the room towards the exit. She didn’t bother to hold the swinging door that separated the public seats from the rest of the court. She heard his grunt as he ran into the still swinging door behind her, which made her smile even though she knew it was childish.

She continued through the double doors of the courtroom and into the empty hallway. It was six o’clock on a Friday evening. The shadows lengthened across the hall, creating an almost romantic effect. She abruptly stopped her strange thoughts. Romantic? What made her think that anything about a courthouse could be romantic? Then she smelled George’s soapy scent as he came to a stop next to her at the elevator.

“I have to admit, Farrow, you have some balls.  Objecting before your opposing counsel has a chance to say something worth objecting to? Saves everyone a lot of time, doesn’t it? You may want to submit that one to the Judicial Council for review. Another great contribution by a Farrow to the law.”

She ignored his sarcasm and viciously jabbed the elevator call button. A long moment of silence followed as she felt his eyes boring a hole into her. She kept her eyes trained on the numbers above the elevators doors that told of the nonexistent progress of the elevator cars that remained ten floors below.

“Let’s not ruin each other’s weekend over this case. I don’t want to spend next week arguing with you any more than you want to be arguing with me,” George said, actually sounding serious enough for her to be either insulted or hurt. “Give me aggravated assault, probation, and this case is over.”

She laughed in disbelief and looked at him. “Your client intentionally ran a Ford truck into the Tanner household. Children could have been inside—“

“Barry Tanner slept with Danny’s wife and told everyone at their job. He had adequate provocation.”

“And that’s perfect justification for you, isn’t it?” Amelia snapped, even though she had vowed that she wouldn’t allow George to make her lose her temper. Again. Farrows did not lose their tempers because – as her father always told her, “It just isn’t done.”

Farrows laughed and talked with their colleagues, but never became too close with them. Farrows went to after-work drinks with their colleagues, but never had more than one-half of a drink or stayed for more than an hour. And, most importantly, Farrows did not express their dislike for people who made it a point to get under their skin as George Gibson was apparently attempting to do with her. Farrows were perfect and Amelia was perfect . . . when she wasn’t around George Gibson.

She told herself that it didn’t matter, especially since he acted as if spending the weekend around her was a fate worse than death. She forced a smile. She would be nice to George Gibson if it killed her.

“Here’s a news flash from the twenty-first century,” she said through a tight, forced smile that hurt her jaw. “A woman is not a piece of property. Just because O’Connor's wife slept with someone else does not give O’Connor the right to act like an enraged fool. Did it ever occur to you or him that he’s the problem and not Barry Tanner? If Mrs. O’Connor felt loved in her own home she wouldn’t have to . . . Why am I even explaining this to you?”

She once more punched the button. The court house elevators were notoriously slow. Since no one should have been in the building, except a few judges working late, Amelia prayed the elevator would not take the usual eternity to reach the fifth floor.

“If I didn’t know better, I would think that you’re taking this case personally,” George said in his usual nothing-upsets-me-because-I’m-so-cool manner that drove Amelia insane.

“Don’t be ridiculous, Mr. Gibson,” she snapped. “I apply the law equally to every case I prosecute.”

“What’s the saying . . . Something about a scorned woman making a man’s life hell.”

She rolled her eyes in irritation then stopped herself from making the rude gesture. She smoothed down the front of her suit then said calmly, “I believe you’re referring to ‘hell hath no fury like a woman scorned’, which has absolutely nothing to do with the conversation at hand.”

“Unless you’re the woman scorned.”

“Now, you’re insulting me,” she said, too amazed by his audacity to be truly angry.

George shrugged. “I call it like I see it.”

She grunted in disbelief then abruptly whirled around and stalked towards the door that led to the courthouse stairwell. She threw open the door and proceeded into the dimly-lit, metal staircase. She suppressed her groan when she heard his footsteps on the stairwell behind her.

“Are you actually storming out on me?” he asked, sounding amused. “I don’t think I’ve ever had that happen to me.”

She ignored his last remark and abruptly turned to face him and said through clenched teeth, “For the record, the complete quote is ‘Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned, but a scorned woman’s triumph is heaven indeed’.”

“Let’s lay our cards on the table,” George said, obviously planning to ignore her last statement. “We both know the reason you can’t settle this case is because Tanner is a second cousin twice-removed from the mayor.”

Amelia kept her shock off her face. George Gibson’s contacts went deeper than she imagined. “I told you once before that I prosecute my cases equally, no matter who the defendant or victim is related to.”

George actually grinned before he said, “Don’t bullshit a bullshitter.”

She suppressed her need to laugh at his statement. “I don’t have time for this.”

“Big plans?” At her silence, he grinned. “Do you have a date, Farrow?”

She rolled her eyes in indignation then whirled around and continued down the stairs, the click of her heels on the concrete steps echoing throughout the stairwell.

“Just when things are getting good, you clam up on me,” he said, a laugh apparent in his voice. “I would pay money to see Amelia Farrow on a date.”

Instead of telling him that he would probably be as bored as she inevitably was, she said, “Another clue that I didn’t need as to how absolutely sad your life is.”

At his silence, she paused on the step and stared at him. It once more took him a few steps to realized she stopped. He abruptly turned then moved to stand front of her.  Even though he didn’t deserve it, she felt silently guilty because she didn’t treat anyone liked she treated him. Then again, no one treated her like he did.

She reined in her anger then took a deep breath and tried to be mature. “I apologize, Mr. Gibson. No matter how horrible and rude you are to me, it gives me no right to pass superficial judgments on your life. Even though I’m sure you have a joyless bitter-filled existence that drives you to represent the people you do, it does not mean that I have the right to insult that existence.”

He stared at her for a few seconds before he actually smiled and said, “I wasn’t insulted before, but I think I am now.”

She sighed in disappointment and tried to think of another way to apologize. Before she could respond, George abruptly grabbed her arm and drew her to him, pressing her back against his chest at the same time that he clamped his hand over her mouth. She was initially too confused by his sudden movements to be angry until the smell of soap and fresh laundry began to invade her senses. Electric currents once more flashed through her body and jump started her heart, forcing her to struggle against his iron hold. She had never thought of George as muscular until she felt he pressed his body up against hers. She wondered if there was an ounce of fat on him. In response, he tightened his arm around her waist and silently shook his head.

Then Amelia heard the voices. There were two men a few floors below arguing on the stairwell. Their quiet voices traveled in the empty, narrow confines of the stairwell. It could have been two men having a conversation, but it wasn’t. There was more. There was something that made Amelia’s blood turn cold and that made George become as still as a statue.

“You aren’t going to do anything . . .” a harsh voice spat out then abruptly lowered to a whisper that Amelia could not hear.

A different, more nervous voice, replied, “You can’t . . . Last month things got out of control . . . too dangerous . . .”

George’s arms moved from her when he realized that she understood the situation. Amelia grabbed his arm for balance and peered over the railing as the voices fell in and out of range.

“I can’t see anything,” George whispered in her ear, his warm breath fanning her cheek.

One of the voices said, “You’ve been warned . . . Last time . . . sorry.”

The nervous voice firmly said, “I want out. This is completely out of control. No one ever said anything to me about killing jurors and bribing judges and cops. Do you know what would happen to me if I’m linked to any of this?”

Amelia gasped at the mention of jurors. George sent her a silencing glare as he squeezed her arm. She waved his arm off and concentrated on the two voices.

“You won’t be linked to this,” the other man calmly assured. “We have people in all the right places. Nothing will ever be linked to you.”

“Whether that’s true or not, I don’t believe it. I’m getting out and if your boss is smart, he’ll let me go.”

If possible, the man’s deep voice grew more deadly. “Are you threatening us?”

The other man sounded close to a heart attack as he breathlessly answered, “I just want out.”

“You were always too weak,” the other man replied, sounding almost resigned.

George grabbed Amelia’s hand and tugged her towards the door, but she shook her head and whispered, “We have to see who it is.”

“It’s none of our business. Let’s just go,” George said, shaking his head.

“Bribing judges and killing jurors? As officers of the court, we have a duty—“ Amelia was interrupted by a high-pitched sound that echoed throughout the stairwell. She didn’t know what the sound meant, but it scared her. She looked at George, and from his expression she suddenly knew what the sound meant. A gun with a silencer attached. Someone was dead. She covered her mouth with her own hand before the scream she barely contained escaped her throat.

George grabbed her arm and pulled her towards the door at the same time that she tried to move down the stairs towards the sound. She glared at George.

“You find the police while I take a quick look. I’ll be right behind you,” he ordered in a tone that made her back automatically straighten. She blamed it on being a Farrow but she was not accustomed to receiving orders.

“I’m not going anywhere.”

“You can’t stay here.” He cast a frantic look down the stairs as his whisper carried obviously louder than he meant.

“But, you can?” she demanded.

He sighed in agitation and tried to once more forcibly push her towards the door, but she evaded his grip.

He threw up his hands in frustration and appeared on the verge of screaming, before he hissed, “We don’t have time for these games, Amelia, they could still be down there.”

“George—“

Suddenly she heard footsteps on the metal stairs, headed towards them. They froze, staring at each other in horror. In a flurry of abrupt activity, George ripped open the door and grabbed a stunned Amelia around the waist, pulling her once more into the hallway of the court house.

With her briefcase slapping one thigh and her purse bouncing against the other, Amelia ran after George towards the closest courtroom door. He pulled the handle and cursed when the door wouldn’t budge. He immediately ran to the next courtroom door, pulling her behind him. Amelia glanced over her shoulder towards the stairwell door, expecting any moment to see a monster with a gun headed towards them. She had led a sheltered life. She was the first one to admit it. In her life, guns only existed as facts in a police report she read while preparing for a case. Now, she was in danger of being shot if they couldn’t find some place to hide.

The fourth door George tried opened and the two ran into the dark courtroom just as Amelia saw the door to the stairwell slowly open. She knew that she should have waited to catch a glimpse of the murderer, but there was a stronger force in her body, that she cursed as cowardice that made her sprint into the courtroom.

As George frantically scanned the courtroom for a hiding place, Amelia wordlessly tugged his wrinkled suit sleeve and pointed to the elevated judge’s bench. The two ran across the courtroom and scrambled into the cramped opening beneath the high desk. She found herself crushed between one side of the desk and George. She tried to move closer to the desk and control her ragged breathing.

George pulled the chair back into position just as the courtroom door opened with a loud creak. She unconsciously held her breath and hoped that the frantic, loud thump of her heart against her chest didn’t carry across the courtroom. Instead of attempting to move farther from George, when she heard the deliberate and cautious footsteps in the empty courtroom where no one else should have been, she moved even closer to him.

The footsteps sounded closer and she glanced at George. There was a restless energy in his coiled body. He seemed ready to spring from beneath the desk at any moment. She placed her hands on his arm to keep him in place. He didn’t look at her but squeezed her knee in response. She squeezed her eyes shut as a tidal wave of fear washed over her. She couldn’t die today. She had on an old pair of underwear that would make her mother cringe in embarrassment.

Sounding like a screeching wild animal in the silence of the abandoned courtroom, Amelia heard the tinkling sound of a cellular telephone. For one horrified second, she froze, thinking that the ringing telephone belonged to her or George. Then she heard the familiar deep voice from the stairwell answer, “What?”

There was a long pause then the man said, “I’ll be right there.”

She heard his rapidly retreating footsteps then the sound of the courtroom door closing. She released the breath she didn’t know she had been holding then turned and stared straight into George’s dark eyes and lost her breath all over again. Her gaze dropped to his mouth. She didn’t know what she feared more – the man from the stairs or the dark expression in George’s eyes.

 

 

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